“when you’re gone
the pieces of my heart are missing you
when you’re gone
the face i came to know is missing too
when you’re gone
the words i need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
i miss you”
—- Avril Lavigne “When you’re gone”
这是今天一直在循环播放的music，神经末梢停留在这枚旋律上的原因仅仅是[chorus]里那段声嘶力竭，近乎绝望和赴汤蹈火的义无反顾。
坚贞，坚信，坚持，还是坚守，对于爱情这件事情来说都是容易实现，却难以长久维系的情绪。
“地铁5分钟一班，公交10分钟一班，而爱情，这一世，只有一班。”
忘记从那篇文字上读来的这句话，即便措辞残忍和严苛了些，然而，我想，讲得很在理。我们其实贫穷到只拥有这一世短浅微薄的生命，除此之外，无几所剩。
那些各种各样的情感是瞬息旅途中优美耀目的闪光，也许如恒星，陪伴一世至生命终结，又也许如流星，给予我们可以许愿和幻象的机会，然后即逝，绕过终结，进入下一场的轮回。
如今握在自己掌心里的星球繁多，杂乱着堆积在心脏的上方，不可避免的另心脏间歇性窒息，而那颗不禁风的柔软物体往往无暇把那些星球的位置摆放安然和正确，它们总是会不经意的在错误的地方存在着，把危险和暗箭掩藏在里面。
我会傻傻的相信情感的力量，相信它可以超越任何荆棘和阻碍，释放它勇敢的力量披荆斩棘。
而我也相信，我们必须同时令自己能够独立的去面对一切狂风暴雨，即使这个世界上，我们的身边存在着所谓我们可以依靠的人，和可以依靠的品质，以及能够依靠的身外之物，但是，从始至终，我们都是光秃秃的孑然一身，抑或孑然双身，那些必须要经历的事情，那些必须要承受的艰难，让我们都看做是某种意义上的历练吧，难得，珍贵的历练。
Whatever your decision is, dear, I’m surely the crazy fan standing by you side no matter how many difficulties we’ll run into, no matter how soon we’ll reach the goal until I’m old and dead.
__好孩子珊瑚__
i always needed time on my own
i never thought i’d
need you there when i cry
and the days feel like years when i’m alone
and the bed where you lie is made up on your side
when you walk away i count the steps that you take
do you see how much i need you right now
[chorus]
when you’re gone
the pieces of my heart are missing you
when you’re gone
the face i came to know is missing too
when you’re gone
the words i need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
i miss you
i’ve never felt this way before
everything that i do reminds me of you
and the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
and they smell just like you, i love the things that you do
when you walk away i count the steps that you take
do you see how much i need you right now
[chorus]
we were made for each other
out here forever
i know we were, yeah
all i ever wanted was for you to know
everything i’d do, i’d give my heart and soul
i can hardly breathe i need to feel you here with me, yeah
